first thing i do when i get fired?
get high.

i need a new job.
ideas?

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1. i feel like you only hang out with me because you want to smoke my pot ( Read more... )

i just want everyone to be happy.

so i might have lost my cell phone AGAIN
if i buy a new one i will have NO money in my bank account
none in either checkings or savings
i used to have over a thousand dollars in my savings account
it WAS supposed to be for college
and its all been spent on cigarettes, pot, and booze
what the fuck am i doing?
and why can't i stop

once again i have messed up.
i hope it will all be okay in the end.

i had a great 3 day weekend...

thursday; hung out with people and tried really hard to get beer. finally did. had fun off that.
friday; had a thing at my house, many cases of beer; fun.
saturday; farm with sammie; cigarettes, beer, pot, pictures, sun


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Yesterday a hall monitor came to my fourth period class to escort me down to the V.P.'s office. Turns out I have 8 referrals, which sums up to 4 hours of detention. My V.P. also emailed all my teachers asking them to email my mom about my progress ( Read more... )

i'm ready.

Sometimes when I know I'm going to see my mom, I think of all the things I might say to start conversation with her, but as soon as I get in her presence and she starts talking and asking me all these fucking questions all I want to do is get out. As fast as I can ( Read more... )