today started off as an off day, yesterday didnt end up so well, i felt cut out by jessi and tex and i couldnt relate. i felt left out. today though was just different, im not angry or frustrated with jessi, im just flat out frustrated right now. im not sure why either, its like... i don't know, im just fucking frustrated, really fucking frustrated ( Read more... )

just checking to see if this txt message posting workks...

:Short entry:

I'm happy.

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Alright, I've had it. I'm tired of being stepped on, used, abused, scrutinized, and Im fucking letting it happen to me and Im not protesting. Right now, I'm at war, it's time to look after number 1.

I can feel the tears push against my dry eyes, my eyes turn red, you notice and I hold back, I make the right move but I put out my daily facade again, I can't hold on.

I watch everything spin, I'm strecthed thin.

First post in LJ in a very long time and its not a good one, so if you don't feel like reading it then just pass by it, but I warn you the ones who do.

( Do I know what direction I should go? )

Why do retarded ass people comment on things which they know nothing about...?

I'm tired of Republican "I feel this..." bitches talking about rap and 50-Cent/Game Controversy. Guys, shut the fuck up. You have absolutely no idea what your talking about and the culture it comes from. Just becuase you can sift throught acouple of headlines, take music ( Read more... )

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ive contemplated many times whether I should stop writting in my journal but then I remember people whos life and experiences I use to love to read about, so for those people I won't leave. I havent been active much, you could say life beens keeping me busy which is a good thing. The Fall Semester went great! I was able to pull out a B+, B-, and a ( Read more... )