Dixie Chicks- traveling soldier ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever so much has changed it's not even funny, life kinda sux and has sucked for a long time, i still love all my boys lol and my brother called today and he is stil at bootcamp and it was the first time I'd heard his voice in 12 weeks, i started crying it was reallly hard to not let him hear me cry, bcz i didnt want him to be ( Read more... )

it was another amazing night of back rubs movies and beverages if i may say so myself
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spring break has been so fuckin amazing you dont even understand, I've been seeing all my guys everyday since thursday there so adorable and they make me so happy and i love being around them, i have no worries when im around them they make me feel so good and happy but yeah we went to whirly ball on friday and everyone was a lil crunked ( Read more... )

hey guys this is a video of my brother, he looks totally different if you knew what he looked like before he left

http://www.devildogs.info/0520%20D%201070Hi.wmv

go there and then go to platoon 1070 and he is the ninth person from the begining
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this sux i fucking hate guys i like someone and i like someone but how o i know if its true this has happened before and i fucked things up bcz i dont know what to do
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hes really gone and i just cant deal with this im so proud of him and i want whats best for him and i know the marines with take care of him but i just cant deal with this i cant stop crying im seriously having a breakdown and i dont know what to do im so upset and i just need someone to talk to
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so yeah im really upset about kevin leaving but I'm gonna post all of his going away pictures like tommorow I'm gonna miss him and this is gonna be a really tough 87 days
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I'm really sick right now and it sux ALOT...but o well yeah shit has been depressing lately im so sick of life in general i mean i thought shit would be better because i got a car and everything but its not and im so nervous about turnabout because iwanna ask alex arnold and im scared bcz he has given me so many chances and ive blown him off so ( Read more... )

brooke i know you wont talk to me but i dun want this to end our friendship! you know i love you so much
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