I'm waiting and waiting for you... I'm patient, I will wait forever if that's what it will take...

I got back on Friday, as promised, I've just been a bit too busy to update! :o/ sorry bout that kiddos! Well, Friday, I hung out with David... then Saturday... hmm, I don't really remember what I did, probably just sat around on my ass all day... oh wait no, I got my car!!!(it just don't run yet) and Krista stayed the night... The on Sunday, I ( Read more... )

Today, I'm going to camp, I hope that it'll be fun!!! =o) well, I better have some freaking comments to come home to!!! I leave june 26th and I get back some time on july 1st =o)

I never thought that it would happen again.. but maybe it will... I have big hopes... please don't crush them... Because my dreams came true basically, and I don't think I could fully live again without you... <3 <3 <3

MAYBE... just maybe, I won't have cats!!! <3 =o)

I've just come up with a realization... I think I'm meant to be one of those women that when they get old, they have 20 something cats... But aliesha told me something... It's just because im too hot for everyone but my cats... and of course, monkeys and giraffes... :o) I love Aliesha, shes my sexy beast!

Wow... Everytime I start to care, I get my heart ripped out and spit on... I realized something.... That my mind is warped, everytime something goes wrong, I blame myself... I mean, a guy cheats on me, I wasn't good enough for him so found better is the way I look at it... I don't care what it is, even if someone gets hit by lightning I would ( Read more... )

Egh... Wow I'm just really depressed all of the sudden :o/.. I mean, last night I was talking to Shaun on the phone, and he was really suicidal... I care about him so much, and I just felt like there was nothing I could say or do.. He thinks that no one understands... The truth is, that I do... at least a little bit, I was where he is now, but for ( Read more... )

Eh.. I'm feeling pretty shitty today... Well, last night I stayed the night at Jessica's house, and shaun called, and me and him ended up getting into a HUGE fight.. I really don't think I can keep trying to be with him like this, and not really be with him. He accuses me of being all over other guys, or of talking about him behind his back... For ( Read more... )

Okay, I have no clue what's going on with Shaun, he's being a dick head :oX He confuses the hell outa me, one minute he wants to be with me, the next he don't know his head from a hole in the ground. other than that, I've been doing good :o ( Read more... )