It's so weird how your nightmeres and dreams can become a reality...

Why do I even fucking try... I give up... I really just fucking GIVE UP...

10 Years Ago, I...

1.Lived in an apartment

2. had rough family times
3. Had my little sister born
4. knew what sex was
5. was a huge TOM BOY

5 Years Ago, I...

1. I was a safety
2. went to madison elementry
3. lost my best friend, because she moved then became good friends with tiffany
4. was always made fun of
5. never thought anything I did then would ( Read more... )

Wow, Busy freaking weekend... Friday, TRIUNE, man I love that place :o ( Read more... )

( Name generator quizzes!!! HAH )

I was talking to my friend linda today in school, and she brought up her brother, (David... my ex ) and told me that she was talking to him about me... and she mentioned that I really wanted to talk to him, and he said that he would talk to me :o) I swear to god that girl just made my day... I was having a good day to begin with... and, even though ( Read more... )

( Venting... so if you want to see my depression/ hatred / upset/hurtness, look here )

( Please do this, so Ashlee feels loved... )

Not much has been going on...- Last weekend I hung out with BJ, and Richard on Saturday, then on Sunday I saw Shaun...<3 I like him so much, it kinda scares me... I'm thinking about screwing with my HTML for my journal, and making a new background, and re-doing it all! lol, how exciting, you know me... and well, I haven't redone my journal for a ( Read more... )

I really don't update nearly enough... but oh well, no one really reads this damned thing anyways... This weekend was cool... Friday night Tiff. stayed the night, and we watched movies, Shaun called me up and told me that he was coming out on saturday, so I had plans to hang out with him then, but they all ended up not knowing how to pick up a ( Read more... )