Wow... Do you ever have those days where you just don't think you have the energy to go on anymore? Those days when you just feel used, by everyone... I just keep thinking, what happens when this person is done with me... I feel like a piece of trash... :o ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel kinda crushed, but I'll get over it... Last night me and BJ went to the carnival, Kyle was supposed to come with us, but he couldn't he had to babysit... sucks to be him! lol, so me and BJ went, I dragged him on the rides over and over again, then he just was like eekk no more, so we went over to brandons house then I went in and got ( Read more... )

Well, my mom found out about the tounge ring, so thats gone... :o/ boo hoo, but as soon as im 18 im getting it done... I hung out with BJ today, we went to the carnival, then ate dinner at his dads house... it was cool... I love riding rides :o) not much has been going on... well actually alot has, I just dont feel like explaining to everyone how ( Read more... )

Why is it that, everytime I hug you, and you hold me tight... I get those butterflies, I get happy, everythings gunna be okay... I can't believe that I care about you the way I do... I love you ( Read more... )

Well wow, a lot has happened... I did get that C+ rounded to a B-, not that any of you care... Well last night as a birthday present, my very wonderful friends, decided since Ive wanted this for as long as they can remember, so get my tounge pierced... So everyone, it's done, and it's cool as hell... It didn't hurt during the actual piercing, but ( Read more... )

Wow, It's been forever since I've updated this thing, not much has gone on, except I am now 16!!! whoppee!!! and Me and John are over, because he's a lying and cheating asshole, and when he fucks up, I'm the one at fault... Well now I at least know how David felt when that shit happened with him, Damn I am so sorry...My dad seems to think that by ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of being me... I hate these feelings , I hate my personality, i hate my freaking mind... I can never think straight, im always getting shit mixed up... -like emotions, and feelings... I mistake hatred for sadness, im so bitter its unreal... I mistake love for lust, and it never works out... The only real love that I had I fucked up, ( Read more... )

I just had a dream about you- except it wasnt a dream it was real... your always on my mind lately, I i/med you and I said hey baby, and you said, We're just friends... Sometimes what I would give to be "just your friend" to hear sweet words come from your mouth, to gain your trust back.. To play paintball with you again, to hug you, maybe every ( Read more... )

I avoided it for a while, but the inevitable happened.... Gosh, I'm such a hypocrit...

Wow, my whole weekend was spent with Cassie, I think I definately cheered her up, boys suck (but it's okay brandon, me and you are still cool)... but lets back it up to thursday... Wow, that day just sucked...I got into a huge fight with Rachel, cuz I didnt break up with john... and she practically disowned me as a cousin for that... (long story, ( Read more... )