i think for the first time i've realized that everything thats ever been said about me is true. im a spoiled brat, i have anger problems and im a bitch. i push people away. and i push the one person who truly cares about me away constantly and now that we're going through this, i have this feeling of lonliness and emptiness in me that i've never ( Read more... )

i woke up today and everything was alot better!i talked things out with my mom and i feel better now and im in a pretty good mood ( Read more... )

vacation has been decent so far. alot of plans with my friends have fallen through but its okay. and i got to spend alot of time with alex so that was good ( Read more... )

im home on a friday night
trying to get better from that stomach bug i had
and
i
just
feel
really
lonley.

latley i've kind of just felt like a pain to everyone. my parents, my friends, etc. i was feeling really happy until about a half an hour ago.

midterms are finally over ( Read more... )

after being a sleep zombie all day friday i ended up having a really good weekend. i worked all day saturday and then alex came over!! we went to TGI fridays for dinner and it was soo good. saturday we met up with people and went to revere for a show. Modern Life is War is offically an amazing band. i was really impressed and liked them alot ( Read more... )

yes so im finally achieving some sleep ( Read more... )

yess!! i finally finished my english term paper ( Read more... )

we are something i could never doubt. you are something i never have to worry about. you love me. and i love you. and when you say "i love you. i know you mean it. i could never let you go.

I have had a very nice past couple of days
and i'm really happy right now
oh and Wolfs Crek (i think thats what its called)
is a freaky nasty movie
i don't suggest

tomorrows new years. and im working 12-6 then going over alex's for the night
i can't wait!

bye bye 2005!
it was a really good year