well i haven't updated in like 2 months but o well. prom was last thursday and it was fun :) i missed paul but whatever. graduation is TOMORROW and i am sick and i have to give a speech. it seems like whenever i have to give a speech, i lose my voice and get so stuffy i sound like a man. lovely. lets see, well, i went w/ paul's family to go ( Read more... )

i saw paul and it was AMAZING!! i miss him so much now.

nothing else

i found out yesterday that i have mono.

6 days until i see paul. and i cant kiss him. this is such torture.

17 days until I see paul :):):):) I miss him like crazy.

To see you when I wake up ( Read more... )

L A S T P E R S O N W H O ( Read more... )

well, i saw paul for the last time wednesday night. He flew out at around 3:00 yesterday and he called me before he got on the plane, which made me happy. I dont know when I'll hear from him next...I hope soon. I miss him a lot, I keep going to call him or i'll think, Oh! I should tell paul about this. And then I remember he's not here anymore ( Read more... )

well finals are next week and paul leaves in 5 days, im starting to kind of stress out. i apologize in advance to everyone if i turn into a total bitch anytime next week- i don't mean it. anyway, im going to study some now, but i just felt like i needed to update. eh. i love paul and im really going to miss him :(

hopefully everyone had a very merry christmas. mine was good, we had yummy dinner on christmas eve and paul and my brother mike came over for that. then it was really late and we knew we had to get up early, so my parents and I opened presents at around midnight. it was fun. o and paul loved his gift so i was happy :) christmas day i went to ( Read more... )

i dont know how many times i have to apologize before things will be okay