My stomach hurts.And i'm tired as hell.The sat's kicked my ass this morning. Especially since i didn't get home till 1 and go to sleep till like 1 30 but it was totally worth it.It was the summer crew all back together...hawt shit.I was happy really happy...and I was me really me ( Read more... )

I remember when my friends were like my family.We were the girls. We laughed,we talked,we gossiped,we made fun of boys,we watched movies,we went to the mall,we went out to eat,we pigged out,made chocolate pudding,paused movies,prank called silly boys who were wayyy to good for us. We were inseprable.We were there for each other no matter what. ( Read more... )

I can't win.Just when i think i'm building myself up again and moving on from things and trying to be strong about things i crumble and fall apart.I think about how if i move on i am leaving such good memories.How i'm loosing a friendship that was so important to me with a person i thought i would never loose.I guess i just have to accept the fact ( Read more... )

if you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.

Last night was Francesca's 17th birthday. I can't believe she is 17!! I remeber middle school like it was yesterday and us being on the bus to dc talking about how we couldn't wait to get to the high school and all our hottie crushes lol. It was good times for the most part except for drama and just peoples bitchyness and bad vibes.I hope francesca ( Read more... )

So apparently it's cool to be a hoe. It really makes me sick to see my friends stoop to such low levels. I thought they were better that that. It's nauseating "i bagged guys from every boys sports team in school hehehe i'm such a slut" No sorry...definitly not cute. I feel like such a hypocrite because I cannot stand girls who conduct themselves ( Read more... )

I despise homework. Especially homework that I cannot complete properly because of the imcompetency of certain teachers. I am so sick of education.Well maybe not education in general but the education I am currently receving. It's not fair that my future,and my grades are at jeopardy because of moronic teachers that are unhappy with their life ( Read more... )

heres what i hate: girls(i wish i wasn't one),midterms,teachers,mid terms,fat,stupid boys who play games,sore shoulders,waking up early,hot classrooms,smelly fat people,politics,favoritism,negative reinforcement,itchy bras,people that can't sing and swear they can,grades,the number 89,when your seat gets changed for no apparent reason...i think i ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while.Partly because I have no reason too and partly because I don't feel like it. Things are still wierd between me and some of the friends.I feel like i'm alway stuck in the middle because I have all these seprate groups of friends.I wish everyone could just get over themselves and put the past behind them and open up to ( Read more... )

This weekend was fun :-) Just what I needed after a week of emoness and confusion. Friday night at like 9ish i went with Johnny,Jen,Steph,Mar,Jon,and Jess to see In Good Company. We had fun. The movie was good except the ending was kid of pointless. Our car was the best(johnny,jen,steph). I'm glad I went out with them and opened up with new people ( Read more... )