School is over. I'm going to be a senior. Summer '05 is going to rock. Went to see Jesse Mcartney tonight with Kimmy and Jen...awesome night..she's no youuuuuuu. I'm leaving for maine tomorrow morning and coming back next sat.kinda lame.i know. but whatever.i'll try to make the best of it even w/o my sister not being there. when i get back we ( Read more... )

I've been thinking alot. About everything in general.And sometimes i just wonder what my life would be like if i didn't live here? Would i be happier? Would i have more friends? would i have a boyfriend? Would i finally fit in some where? I think about this because i know i have never really belonged here. There are very few people who i really " ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. I love the beach. All my problems are solved and nothing bothers me when i'm there.Mark my words that I will have a shore house when i'm older.This past week has been pretty good too. Cheer is really fun and i made peer which i'm really excited about. I'm excited for this year to end because people have a lot of growing up to do ( Read more... )

I'm definitly late on this one but florida was awesome.Lots of good bonding time with the my grls ash and lis. and some really good times with some ppl i wouldnt normally hang out with like jen and stephie. it was a good time and i'm sooped about memorial day being really soon.later

Why is it that i always screw up the things i want the most? blahhhhh. I'm dissappointed.Plus i have a buttload of studying to do and packing. I hate packing. I hope florida helps me de stress a lil.I need it

I am stressed and I hate it. I am afraid for this week to be over because next week everything is happening at once.Ap exam,sat's,mad birthday partys,and florida practice.I know it doesn't sound like a lot but it's just blegggh everything all at once. I am so nervous about the sats I hate standardized test but i have to get my scores up...I want ( Read more... )

It's Tricia's birthday tomorrow. I'm sooped...it's like my own birthday lol. She's gonna be 17 my grl is growing up hah.Happy birthday tricia.Love you boooooooo

i've cried way too much this afternoon. i don't think i have any more tears left for anything.i hate being unhappy.i hate disappointing myself.this sucks.life sucks.i can't stand the fact that i am never going to live up to my sister.that compared to her i am some loser idiot who can't do anything for herself. im just so aggravtaed and upset and im ( Read more... )

I live for nights like this.Nights when i just have fun being myself and doing things that i should be doing. I love it.I love being happy.I love having good weekends.I love that i made the cheerleading team(Thanks to jessica who i love so much) And i love the fact that i get to sleep in tomorrow

I haven't really updated in a while.Things have been going good. It's spring break!!! Nothing exciting has happened but i still am enjoying myself.Yesterday me and Checka had some well needed girl time and drove around went to the mall,got pedicures,and went back to the mall. It was good times indeed.Me and Checka def need to start hanging out more ( Read more... )