ive been drawing some cool stuff lately.
im gonna keeo doing it so i can be better
like my brother.
im motivated...i swear i am.
( im not too sure that i want it to be this way )

your head will collapse and theres nothing in it.
and u ask urself.
"where is my mind"

hahaha
SHAWN is emancipated now.
crazy crazy crazy.

lately only 2 guy friends have actually been there for me.
the rest of u disappeared on the face of the earth...
i guess other things are just way more important then me.

rest in peace petie. aka tumor.
my mom came in my room this morning after work sobing because she had to go take petie to the vet to be put to sleep.
she looked so much like me.
she didnt know why it bothered her so much.. :(
just like me at times..

im gonna miss petie.

i feel so comfortable in his arms.
so incredibly comfortable.
its one of the best feelings knowing ur loved soooo much.
..the best feeling.
i'll have to think this time...
think of an answer.

"what are u thinking about"
"you"

im melting in ur eyes, like my first time, that i caught fire.
stay with me
lay with me.

hey you...

I'll be just fine, pretending im not. im far from lonely but its all that ive got.

tonight was interesting...
alittle too intense.
i just wanna go to bed now.

by next weekend my best friend shawn brown is gonna have his own apartment cuz hes getting emancipated ( Read more... )

omg.
i actually did it.
hahahaha
wow.
i wonder what will happen.

i can be pretty...

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