he told me i was pretty.
but when i looked in the mirror i looked like shit
:) ♥
that made me feel so good.

i find myself wanting to be with him all the time.
its odd.
but so comfortable
so incredibly comforting.
i really do like him. i love him.

never thought ud make me perspire
never thought id do you the same
never thought id feel with the

a best friend is someone who u tell everything to.
someone who is always there for you.
someone who cares.
someone who understands you.
how can i be this friend if i obvioulsy dont do any of that?

that makes me sad.

im trying to make new friends ( Read more... )

haha today i was reading like 4 entrys that bre made
...a.k.a SWEET_LOVE_4U
and i cant help but to look at that pink and blue beanie
....i cant believe i made that thing.
it looks sick. maybe will different colors.
im an artist.
im creative.
now teach me your ways.

its amazing the things i dont say in this journal.
i only share certain things about me...
things i dont mind you knowing.
its not everything...
i dont have the balls to tell it all.

She was living in a single room w/ 3 other individuals, one of them was a male, and the other two, well hell the other two were females. God only knows what they were up to in there, and furthermore Susan I wouldn't be the least bit surprised to learn that all four of them habitually smoked marijuana cigarettes..... reefers ( Read more... )

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im all mixed up.
but im glad its you im mixed up about.

last night is a blur.
i had fun while it lasted.
stevens fucking rad. shot champs.
so is johnny and his beautiful dreamy eyes.

i miss friends.
i wish some things were different.

what a way to bring me down asshole.
i have emotional problems.

modest got his balls chopped off this morning.
the vet said he was "well indowed"
i think that means he had big balls.
LOL
i was so scared he was gonna hate me.
but he still loves me. ♥
he has this little orange bandage on his arm where they injected the fluids.

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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
now thats its morning and yesterday is gone.
im feeling much better about some stuff.
and i thought about it.
im gonna let go of everything.
all my hate im gonna let it go.
im a forgiving person.
im not one to hold grudges.

high,
LETS SMOKE!
u bring alice.
i'll bring the pot.