all of a sudden i get this rush of reality.
and i hate it all.
well almost all of it.
i just want to cry it all out.
friends
family
me
you
them
but crying would only make me look more vulnerable.
more then i already am.
only I could be this less fortunate
this sucks.it really does.
but no one seems to care what i think and feel.

just care about

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i cant wait to get some tatoos. i already have some ideas. i wanna get a scene somewhere...im thinking about also getting two rose vines going down my back starting at my shoulder blades. im not sure yet...but i cant wait till this december to get my first tatoo from my most talented brother ( Read more... )

my best friend shawn brown makes me happy ( Read more... )

I HATE ALL YOU SHIT TALKERS.
learn.

no one is like me.
im unique.
i cant find someone who will be by my side through anything.

im nothing....to you
so dont recognize me.
dont even remember i was here.
im just a fucking bitch.

"its me your looking for..."
my life has been pretty boring lately. besides that there are concerts comming up soon...YA
im gonna start making my own clothes. fuck buying clothes that u can fucking just make.
im trying to aim for alot of things i want right now. so im trying to save up.
things are confusing in my life right now.

( blah blah blah...its all bullshit. )

yesterday was alot of fun. i went and hung out at my friend lees house with him. i hadnt seen him in a while and in a little bit hes gonna be going to jail for like a year :( he has this crazy snake that i got to play with tho. im usually scared of snakes but this one was sick.

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look and love.
"for these are the days we will cherish"


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it really gets to me when people are assholes for no apparent reason. especially when i have been really nice to them and havent done shit. they are all immature fuckers who dont care about anyone but themeselves and its sad. like why do they really have to be that way. do they think they are mean when they are doing it or do they seriously not ( Read more... )