Um yeah, i don't use my LJ anymore. maybe I should but there's nothing to say...

I got my blog working again so I'll be adding archives from way back into it while I use it, aswell as getting the content back up... anyway so I wont be posting here that much.... again... I just like my blog more that's all...

where it always is

oh and more dong things have happened, aswell as 2 birthdays ;)

Sometimes weird things just happen. You think of someone and they arrive, or you want something and someone give it to you.
Last time I was depressed and needed Dong, he emailed me, like he knew how I felt, like he heard my cries for comfort. This time, when I was counting the hours until I could call him, he sms'ed me...!!!!!!!

Hi Alex how are ( Read more... )

Linda came back on monday. I'd been wanting her home fro weeks. Ever since I left her in Australia I felt akward, I got scitzo right away, scared that just because I wasn't standing next to her something bad would happen. But why would it? Nothing bad happened to me and I was completely alone while she had Dave (a guy we met in Thailand) with her ( Read more... )

today, my girls (1 and 2) came by to see me. I've missed them so much! And I was so happy to see them! And I had a great time and kept laughing so much!!! I missed that quality time with them ( Read more... )

last night I went to work, expecting for it to be a normal night. With normal I mean, I expected to see the same old faces, endure the same old conversations and laugh at the same old jokes. The machines would be working half of the time as usual and we'd be walking around complaining ( Read more... )

I've been putting of going to a gynocologist for ages now, well a month. Well put off might be an overstatement, I've been having troubles getting a time. So I put it on my agenda to get a time to day no matter what. Only problem is the office only has an hours open phone time between 11-noon and I got home from an 8 hour night at 8 am and was ( Read more... )

Yesterday on my way home from work, at around 11 pm, I realized that Anna had been on my mind all day and I realized how much it made me miss Dong. I was now on my way home dreading to go sleep because it was empty and I just needed some comfort. I decided to write Dong a letter the following day and just felt no need to turn on the computer to ( Read more... )

I went to see Maria today. We talked for 3-4 hours about Anna, the girl who offed herself last week. It sounds so surreal that she did it, that she's gone. I still can't quite believe it. it's like I'm waiting for Maria to say, "hey it's all a joke to see how much you care, now pick up the phone and call her you arse, 2 years is long enough ( Read more... )

Got to go to work, and die of 12 hours labour. I wish I could've gotten a hold of him. I needed something to spurr me. Things are just looking down today.