everything will change.

i can't protect my family.
                  i can't save us.
                           i can't make their pain go away.
       i can't make everything OK.

looks like i'm a fuck-up.

it's all changed. nothing's the same. nothing. and i don't know where to go. who to go to. it's all ::hush ( Read more... )

July 6. Just another day, right ( Read more... )

this has
been said
so many times that i'm not sure if it
matters.
we never stood a chance
and i'm not sure if it matters.

does it even matter?
will it ever matter?

And the record won't stop skipping ( Read more... )

oh my gosh. my computer is FUCKING IDIOTIC. it wouldnt load livejournal...i just lost the changes i made to this ( Read more... )

wow. ok. so today was absolutely amazing. hilarious. so much fun. adorable. amazing. so yea. i dont feel like typing more...i promised my sister emily ((i know wayyyyy too many emilys)) i would watch RAISE YOUR VOICE with her. ugh. i can't stand hilary duff.
Check out my myspace to see the pictures...and my blog says everything
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To my Papa: I have known you my entire life...I'm your "little peanut"...we loved your hatred for squirrels...the "twinkle" in your eye...and your prickly white beard. In only a short period, we've all watched you deteriorate into someone we barely recognize ( Read more... )

...like a rose trampled on the ground...

you  break me.

allright. so i can understand us having a bad streak of luck. but when it comes to like the 6th game in row and we've lost more than double what we've won, people break down. including me.

now, we've improved SO much as a team. we had girls that had never even kicked a soccer ball down the field, and now they're making amazing runs.

but it's not ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me! i absolutely hate being sick on my birthday.

THANK YOU

marisa--for my beauteous card and gift card!
kayleigh--for my balloons and ((halloween??)) candy. lmao
kaileigh--for my shitty-smelling-flowers that we rubbed lotion all over! EUCYLYPTUS PLANTS SMELL AWFUL. =p
kristen--for my cards and stuff!! I LOVE YOU TOO
jessy--for my ( Read more... )