So it's been awhile....

A lot has been happening...none of which I feel the need to be talking about right now in long detail so I'll sum it up....

I love my friends and I love our weekend chaos

...there's never a dull moment.

I hate this past week...certain events have made it reach towards the top of my list of one of thee worst weeks of my life.
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Stacey its you as your background, because im cute and i like to put pictures of you as your background, and now your prolly gonna get mad at me for updating but i know you love it all the same... me and lisa are having another sleep ova w/out you.. lmao its ok though cause i love you ( Read more... )

so people make mistakes, right?

But I always seem to take my mistakes to the ultimate level of stupidity

Just when everything seemed almost perfect...

...it's almost as if I can't except being happy, because everytime I am, I pull some ridiculous stunt and fuck everything up.

I have no one to blame but myself.

whether you forgive me or not ( Read more... )

I stayed home from school today...I'm getting sick : (  ....yuck.

and now...I'm bored.

Random...

I've been in one of those random thinking a  lot about everything type of moods lately.

I discovered recently there are A LOT more liars out there then I thought, and probably half of the worlds population of liars are people I talk to on a daily ( Read more... )

My life is slowly all coming back together. I love it. For awile there, I forgot what it was like to actually be happy. Not that it was anyone's fault but my own.

I've decided this year is going to be like a fresh start for me. I'm getting all my friends back, plus some...the good times have only just begun. I'm already doing better in ( Read more... )

I know I said my previous entry would be my last, But this one is, maybe.

"dont get to excited. relationships dont last forever and one day you'll probably get fucked over cause we all do. good luck, but your heart will most likely end up ripped out of your chest with a pile of shit on it"

I would just like to mention that the ass hole ( Read more... )

Well it has been quit some time since I've updated, and I've decided this is going to be my last entry,  and....

This entry is about a boy and a girl.

This girl, her name was Stacey.

Ya see, Stacey was always skeptical about relationships, because being in one was never one of her strong points. She never believed in them, and never believed ( Read more... )

Lifes not that complicated. so then why does it seem so difficult?

If I want something bad enough, why can't I achieve it?

How can I want something, yet at the same time not want anything at all?

Confusion. I'm drawn between two decisions and I'm somehow, somewhere stuck in the middle.

I need some time to figure all of this out. But as never ( Read more... )

Maybe this is how it was meant to be, Maybe everything really does happen for a reason, and everything will in the end, work out for the better. Or maybe the decisions I made were the wrong ones and this is the punishment I am receiving or has still yet to come.

Fate. is it real? or is it just something we make up to make us feel more secure about ( Read more... )

Going Up-North has made me realize...

1. No matter how hard you try, you can never feel clean up north

2. Girls and alcohol can cause a lot of crying, yelling, and emotional moments

3. Never ONLY bring sandles up north....bad idea.

4. Guys are not really as tough as you think, they are bigger "girls" then we are

5. Leaving three guys alone with ( Read more... )