It's been almost a year since I've written in this ( Read more... )

I don't even know what i want anymore.

I could love and I could live. Or I could pick one. I'm not sure which is more important. Do I have passion anymore? I hope to god I do. Because I don't like what this world is doing to me ( Read more... )

So yeah sometimes life gets the best of you. Coming home from disney i got hit with the realization of our house being sold and my boyfriend going to cali ( Read more... )

oh vacation.

you are too good to me.

So I'm going to be okay.

it's been a crazy fucking ride but I've grown so much from this. sometimes everything has to be completely fucked up to really find out who you are.

mhmm yes. good times.

So this one time, I had a million things to say.

and i can't remember any of them.

oh well. its pretty outside.

i dont like when people change.

there's probably a reason why it feels like im missing something.

at least i'll find out part of my future in 5 days. maybe that will give me some direction.

i just need sleep these days.

my life is one big mess and im just sitting back and watching it happen, waiting for it to all make sense.