um i can't really describe how ridiculous my life is right now and i think in a good way ( Read more... )

anddd i have no idea what im doing. its cool though i guess. its one of those times where im like hey lets fast forward tooo a month from now and see where everything is at so this will all make sense.

am i crazy? maybe. Does realizing your crazy make you sane? Probably not.

super cant wait for this week ot be over already.

I'm a fucking contradiction.

i've never been more angry, hurt, calm, and lost at the same time before.

its great really.

and i just have to remember to breathe.

nothing like hanging out with good people and scary little kids to brighten up your day.

nothing like looking at photog books and hanging out at willows for an hour after work to make a day better.

i like reading and listening to music. I wish i had more time for that.

So good weekend once again, even though i'm not gunna have people over again for awhile. Kind of sick of spending an hour or so the next day cleaning but my house is never trashed so it's not a big deal ( Read more... )

i love the feeling of getting inspiration from music.

hi. my name is michelle. and i think i might be a little crazy.

I'm really glad that I got a hold of myself and talked it out. I'm not sure what its going to be like weeks from now but it feels pretty amazing right here and now and thats all thats important. I just hope we can make it keep working for as long as we both need it ( Read more... )