its not that I haven't been here befoe, its just that its the really slow kind of pain where I can enjoy everything up untill the last minute but know that it's going to end soon.

I wish I was less selfish and could just let go. Maybe thats what growing up is.

well fuck that growing up sucks.

ummm i feel weird. Not sure why. I think it's just one of those days. But I'm really angry lately. Which I guess is better than being all boring like. I'm probably doing too much and working too much. Or maybe not enough.

all I really want is a couple of words that mean something

or for someone to finish reading catch 22 for me

either one

Worked with my dad and then bought my new phone. The new lg chocolate was on sale for $80, really good deal considering its 130 normally. It was really time for a new phone because you cant even charge mine now and it barely gets service anywhere. Yay ( Read more... )

I feel here for the first time in a couple of days and I've decided that I like it too much to compromise it any more. So michelle is all done with that activity for a longgg time.

I'm so close to being able to afford my camera.

and today was a good day.

it feels good to know that hard work pays off.

happy 6 months to us :) we made dinner and watched a movie. it was nice ( Read more... )

hi.

that was the worst expierence ever.

kbye.

finished harry potter.

feels weird

gah i was right about so many things hazaah!

So we're winning tournaments and winning alot of games, but we're losing a couple of games here and there that are kind of dumb. I'm not playing as well as i had hoped but its still not bad, its just a long recruiting process and sending out 10 videos and resumes is alot of work ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i'm done with junior year ( Read more... )