FUCK IT.

thefeathrperson

add me if you <3 me. i'm done here, soon.

I can't stop crying again. I was able to think long enough to type out and save the list of things I want to understand and I want him to understand no matter how this ends. I won't post it here, though. This is all my fault, and now there's not a damn thing I can do to fix this. I have begged, I have tried to explain, and now all I can do is give ( Read more... )

yes. you told me so. I really should start to listen to you.

i'm sick as a dog again. yeah, who's surprised. waiting for trav to get home. i don't really want to be alone right now because being sick like this elicits panic attacks when I can't breathe, and i'm out of everything that could possibly help this sitch. GGRRR!

( my xmas stocking )