I make my life a game of  chance.


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I've lost my sense of poetry. Not that I'd ever really call myself a poet. But the words used to slip off my tongue & onto paper as smoothly as cutting butter. Losing the ability to play with words like a mindgame is almost like losing my sense of identity ( Read more... )

Let me just say, it is an absolutely beautiful day today!-- which always helps with my soggy disposition.

This will be the first weekend in a long time that I will be able to relax. My sister and cousin, Michael, are attempting to come Friday, but I'm really hoping they don't. I'd love to see them but I really need this weekend to take a break and ( Read more... )

I have to write out my "Career Map" for my Sales & Networking class and it's really got me thinking-- not to say I've never thought about my future, but I guess I've never been challenged to really think it through in the way my professor is making me. It's a complete breakdown of my future, and it's got me scared, excited, anxious, overwhelmed and ( Read more... )

I am so damn exhausted and tired! This weekend has been truly overwhelming, exciting, tiring and fulfilling.

Had a shoot today. Things are really starting to progress in my life.
Also got a tattoo today-- which is actually very personal making me completely hesitant to just show it to anyone in the internet universe (more specifically facebook).

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There's this point in your life that you come to when you know that it's just about you- only you. And you have to start thinking about yourself, only yourself. Even if it means changing something you might not be ready to change; or even burning bridges that you'd rather leave stable. Because there's a point in your life when your happiness is all ( Read more... )

I have the worst habit of losing connections with people-- this is a trait I get from my mother. There are so many people I have met in my life and a lot of time i want to reconnect but it just seems so distant and drifted, like the past is so far back you're trying to grab onto something that seems faded and unattainable.

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Today was a day from hell.

I'm just glad I survived it.

I am BEYOND exhausted.

For the past 8 hours, I've been studying my butt off for two exams I have back to back tomorrow morning. I'm balancing my stress and anxiety pretty well so far (knock on wood).

This past week has been so busy. I've been scheduling and executing shoots, and more importantly, networking. I can definitely see my photography career ( Read more... )

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