it was bound to happen. something good entered my life and now its gone. and once again I was the one who got dumped. wow!

I fucking knew it

BITTER

Wow its been like 2 years since I last used this thing. well Im still pissed hahahahaha but moslty about different stuff. more grown up shit if you will. petty little things like band drama and stupid little kid bullshit doesn't really bother me as much. Im stressed as fuck. more than ive ever been. i worry too much. not just about myself but for ( Read more... )

I wish i could have intelligent conversations with people. hell, I wish I could have a meaningful conversation with someone. all my conversations are always about the same shit. Music, Hardcore, tattoos, work, shitty life, blah blah blah. like sometimes i feel like im not worthy enough to talk to certain people and that they're just looking at me ( Read more... )

Im glad I don't drink

othewise I'd be such a Fucking mess right now

Well its been quite a while since my last entry and nothing has changed at all. It seems that EVERYONE is happy about something but me. Im not happy about anything. my mom isn't better. i still haven't gotten a job. I don't feel good about myself at all. I feel like a shitty friend because I haven't really hung out with anyone in a while. I thought ( Read more... )

I give up

Im just waiting to get hit by a bus and live. but be paralyzed yeah i bet that would help out the situation even more FUCK YOU!

Life sucks and makes me want to kill myself.........but my friends don't, I love you all

Tonight was awesome. met some awesome new dudes. saw some OLD friends. had a great time in the old Teej. So yeah Wigga please!!

I miss you sam and richard

well well well guess who got kicked out of yet another band. I fucking Suck.