So tonight was the calabrese show at the zombie lounge and let me just say that the calabrese brothers are some of the nicest down to eart REAL dudes Ive ever met. they're fun. we always have a great time with them when they come out. We need to tour with them. that being said the show was AMAZING. our set was flawless. my public speaking skills ( Read more... )

so last night i went to the snow!!!!!! It was awesome i got to play in it for a little while but it was cut short oh well a least i can say ive been to the snow now. it was great though. i got to throw it and kick it and jump around in it and make it yellow. after the snow we hung out with JUSTIN i haven't seen that kid in ages. we went to this ( Read more... )

seeing how I haven';t been sleeping lately i've been spending my nights watching alot of episodes of degrassi the next generation on you tube and god damn I love that show. its soooo good. i need more!!!!!!!! thanks for getting me hooked becca!

so i had a dream i killed someone last week. It won't stop. it goes like this. im at some kind of function a party or somehting theres lot of people. then all i hear is people talkig to me in negative tones i can't make out what they're saying but i know it makes me upset and i can feel it. I feel this anger build up and the next thing i see is a ( Read more... )

alright here it is Im gonna lay it all down here. im tired of putting faith in people that arent gonna be there. I call alot of people friend. but in the long run i get fucked or they just dont want to hang out what ever. Ive been losing alot of friends this year. all im saying is that if you're my friend now you would at least say hi or something ( Read more... )

dude day 3 of no sleep god damn whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

Im sorry im soo bitter. i guess i just want what you have. like every night i close my eyes and try to sleep and wish just to be happy. and every night ends like that for me.and nothing. just more bullshit. and stress. and hurt. Im tired and im sorry. i guess i hurt on so many different levels.

Soo this last week has been pretty good/bad. Im over alot of things. people. jobs. shit. but I did get to see alot of people that i have not seen in a LOOOOONNNGGGG time. Yesterday was alright considering the fact that i got fucked over from going to disneyland by work. yeah thats right a free trip to disneyland and i missed it cause gabby doesn't ( Read more... )

I feel so restless I don't know why. maybe Im wearing down.oh well. I had a good time this weekend saturday was amazing. we played so well.i was pissed so I performed alittle more aggressivly than i normally would. I actually liked it. plus everyother word out of my mouth was FUCK!!!! Calabrese was fucking awesome too. they are some of the most ( Read more... )

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