so last night I finally got to meet kat. she was amazing and played a great show. Suzi and Liza were amazing as well, we ate at joes crab shack (which by the way sucks ass. their chcken sandwihes taste like peanut butter)That was a very fun dinner and clarise called me during I haven't talked to her in awhile. shes coming down next week and we're ( Read more... )

I miss you

well today was quite a day. actually it wasn't but meh. im gonna tell you anyway. i haven't really slept since thursday. i think im starting to see shit too. i swear last night i saaw someone walk through my living room. i got up walked to towards my room and nothing. anyways today i watched dazed and confused i haven't watched that in a ( Read more... )

if you, if you forget me my darling ( Read more... )

well another night on the town with my goodfriend self. i went to mission valley today got some cool movies for free then went to visit my old store and ended up working there til ten. afterwards me and sean met up for some good ol fashioned nerd talk at the local denny's where non other than jena and her nice friend mary meet up with us and we ( Read more... )

so yeah today all i really did was buy comics. between me and sean we spent about 100 dollars on comics and graphic novels. geez. we had practice too. we wrote a new song for now its call FTW but i gonna come up with something better. Its very hateful. but its a good song. Kathleen called me tonight i guess we're hanging out on thursday. shes ( Read more... )

Should I try to hide ( Read more... )

today I feel shittier than the last month has felt I don't know why. I feel betrayed and really really hurt. I never realized how much someone could effect me. in just two months. I didn't think it would feel this bad. especially when i did nothing wrong. esspecially when all I ever wanted to do was be there for them. and comfort them in their time ( Read more... )

tonight i play he zombie lounge ACTUALLY IN A FEW HOURS I PLAY THE ZOMBIE LOUNGE and i accidentally tapped the caps lock button. but anyways i should be stoked to play a show right now right? esspecially since the switch ups are playing and i get to see ben and anthony (two kids whom i haven't seen in like months and i've known forever)but im not ( Read more... )

So dec. 2nd Im playing at the zombie lounge with i dunno who but yeah it should be fun playing at a bar. hats gonna be new for me. but anyways i need to start thinking about what i say and how i say it so for now im just going to be quiet , im not upset or anything im just not gonna talk as much. Im an idiot nuff said