well well well

[xsketchx]

today I feel shittier than the last month has felt I don't know why. I feel betrayed and really really hurt. I never realized how much someone could effect me. in just two months. I didn't think it would feel this bad. especially when i did nothing wrong. esspecially when all I ever wanted to do was be there for them. and comfort them in their time

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[_foreveryours]

we all know where thats directed. cool.

[xsketchx]

im sorry but thats how i feel. I wish it would've worked out

[_foreveryours]

okay so trying to make me feel shitty is because...?

[xsketchx]

im not trying to make you feel shitty. i just wanted to say how i felt. i just feel shitty that everything with us just i dunno disappeared as. i honestly do wish things would've worked out. i really like you. i had feelings for you. i wanted to try to make things better. im really nice about everything too. and you just seem really cold to me now. like i try to have a conversation with you whenever i talk to you and you're very short with me. how do you think that makes me feel. i feel shitty. i feel like i was cheated out of being happy for once in my life. i was happy with you too. i just wanted to let you know that. you did have a big effect on me. you became very special to me. i meant everything i ever wrote to you. even the little jokes and all that shit. i had fun with you. Im just really sad about it thats all

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