Not sure if anyone reads this, but I'm willing to take a shot; I'm not dead, however, my computer is lol, but I'm getting a new one next week and if you'd like to talk to me, just email me and I'll write you back from another computer. Didn't want you guys to think that I forgot about you or don't care anymore b/c that couldn't be farther from the ( Read more... )

massive fight with HER today...i think i'm letting go; i have to actually. and also, a friend wants to 'hang out' so we'll see. i can't keep being broken over and over and if she wants back into my life/heart she knows where to find me.

he's a good friend and we respect each other so yeah, that's fine by me...

one day at a time...but she'll ( Read more... )

and all i can taste is this moment and all i can breathe is your life and sooner or later it's over, i just don't want to miss you tonight...

I miss you...more than I have ever missed anyone in my life, and love you with all of my heart. Not a moment goes by when I don't think of you, and not a second passes when I don't wish you back here with me. I know it's hard, of course it's hard, if it were easy everybody would do it, it's the hard that makes it great...and it's really hard, but ( Read more... )

My lovely friend Roisin gave me a tarot reading tonight. Thank you for that Rois :).

My reading was very interesting and although it didn't directly answer the question that I asked, it gave me much insight on it, more so than I had before and also taught me something new about myself.

There are so many things going on in my life, like in ( Read more... )

I haven't been writing much, I haven't had much to say. But that doesn't mean that I haven't been feeling and thinking because there's not a moment that goes by when I'm not.

Life isn't anything unusual lately; I will be 18 in less than a month and have gone back to school. I can barely believe that I am a senior, but I am, wow! Time flies when ( Read more... )

How to make a xsomberdreamerx
Ingredients:

1 part anger

3 parts courage

3 parts leadership
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Having a flat stomach would be nice

But having one so concave that you could see

The shapes of my internal organs would be

Absolutely perfect

so...yeah...oh well...always another time...life continues.

it's been a very long day for me...i feel drained simply b/c i had so much chemistry related math homework to do, lol, but i finally got it done and now i'm just sitting here relaxing. i haven't written a real entry in a while i don't think, so i decided this would be a wonderful time to do it.

the weather is kinda cool again, but still very ( Read more... )