hey kidos. just chillin' with nick, kate, lindsy, adam and pablo. i threw a suprise party for kate at my house, lots of people came. it was fun. yesturday i went to anna's house. had fun there too. some time i'm hanging out with george and amanda and then i'm hanging out with monika. should be fun. now i'm kinda bored. wish i was high. smoked but ( Read more... )

well.i'm guessingeveryone heardwhat happened in london today. so sad. well, i'm at anna's house. leeann is camping with justin, tommy and lindsy, probably jake too. well today i was suppose to hang out with george but i guess that never happened. thingsare so fucked up but it doesn't really bother me any more. got in a fight with tony that's done ( Read more... )

i can't write, i want to but i can't. too high, high as a kite. been for the past week. it's amazing. wow. it's 2:11, a conspiracy of one. gr to those 1's. today is independence day, celebrate your independence by getting high. i am. have been. crazy. i think i may destroy my brain cells if i keep this up. less smoking of the pot. well later kids ( Read more... )

so today vanessa is here, she's sleeping over. i have to go home soon. probably going to work on my scrap book. was at anthony's house with beth, anna, shane. anothony, colin and vanessa. was there till nine and got here (phill's) at ten. going home soon but just thought i should update on a few things. well, i hung out with mike and tina tomorrow ( Read more... )

it was dripping from the hole in her stomache. an unusual place for a cut to be, but also not a very noticable stop. he arm's would be too noticable. she lay on the floor on her back, holding a paper towel on her stomache, looking up at the stars. they weren't real stars just the ones they stuck to her ceiling, the ones that glowed in the dark. ( Read more... )

as of this moment i'm at anna's. very odd indeed. i agree. well i need to get a new sketch book so i can make a better scrap book, cause i'm not putting my ticket from the alakline trio concert in that piece of shit. well, hm nothing much is new in the world of me. yesturday (there was an awesome storm) i hung out with tina and mike. it was fun, ( Read more... )

so i've been to see alkaline trio with mahey mahey and the almighty skeemer. it was the best show in the world! the beautiful matt skiba and dan and the other guy (he's the drummer and always the other guy) it was just awesome, they are so good live and next time they play around here, no hesitation, we're going again! so i've been hanging out at ( Read more... )

well i'm at pablos house. heather and kenny were here but though both left in anger. so now it's just me a phill, so funn! really it is. survive the night and i'm going to see alkaline trio tomorrow at the avalon in mass with my sister and her friend. all should be fucking awesome. my sister got a new lj, she's a cool chika. well right now that's ( Read more... )

she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. her hands were still shaking, the knife in hand, still covered in blood. she took another deep breath. she had to calm herself down. when she opened her eyes the world was moving without her, ans she rose to her feet, gripping the counter for balance. the knife slipped from her hand, and she left it. it ( Read more... )

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