yet another fight with my dad. if i had a a dollar for every apology letter he wrote me, i'd be rich.


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The anxiety builds up no matter what
and
I need you here most
but you don't care.


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My mom isn't sure if I'm stable enough to go back to school in Arizona.
She's so easy to persuade.
Things suck, pretty much.
21 today. I don't know. Nothing special.
Same old.

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I don't know how I'm going to make it.

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Things are getting bad again with the parents ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but everyday is getting worse and worse. It really shouldn't. I'm getting comforted by the cutest, funny, intelligent, understanding, guy everyday. My parents are off my back. Work is going well. I'm climbing and trying to be active ( Read more... )

Since being home, my parents have been making my life hell. Yes, they just care, yes they support me and care. But I can handle myself. I can take care of myself ( Read more... )

What’s In a Name?

I got it from my parents.
It was what they had to give.
It is mine to cherish.
For as long as I may live.
I will guard it wisely.
A name that is spotless.
And brings happiness and fun!

Jessica

(I wrote this when I was 7 or so)

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I am starting the job early..not the camp section, but I'm working with in a team with professional therapists in an intensive outpatient group with some behavioral and mood disordered children. It's only a few days and hours a week, but I am so excited that they offered me the job. Most people in grad school hope for this position, and I'm I'm ( Read more... )

I got the summer job that I interviewed for a few weeks ago. I doubted myself but everyone else didn't. They know I'm successful. I guess I just think I can always do better. It's a summer camp working with kids who suffer with behavioral and mood disorders such as ADD/ADHD, depression, anti-social, anxiety, autism, hard stuff like that. I'm ( Read more... )