Pageant is in like 2 weeks. I have a practice one...well one I am using as practice...this upcoming Saturday. Delaware USA is in 2 weeks. Wow has time flied by. For my family there is a surprise. My thighs need some work, but I can tone them in two weeks. No problem! I'm confident in that. My tan is amazing! I have two more interview classes. I ( Read more... )

I decorated the new house yesturday, it was fun. I cried alot because it made me miss my mom. I also finally got all her Hummels up and in the curio.
I made some cookies yummie!!!! I'm back into the baking mood again!
NYK IS GETTING HIS CHANCE TO GET SPONSORED! He was practicing while I was making cookies and omg he is so good. I ran out and gave him ( Read more... )

I woke up at 11 and I feel great. I have to go into work today, and then I am going to do some homework when I get home from school. I missed alot of classes yesturday, but I told all my teachers why. My pageant is in like 1 month. Holly shit. I still have so much weight to loose. Grr. I am debating weither to go tanning now or after work. I would ( Read more... )

Sarah had a good idea. I used to read through my old entries and remember everything. For the last year or two I haven't written barley anything. So much has happened, but I haven't written anything. So I will starting with today.

I'm sick and sneezing everywhere. I missed all my classes and I feel like I am going to throw up. Blah.
I have been just ( Read more... )

This lady walks by and then knocks on the door. Anyways....she bought the house. We have to be out by the end of next month. It's so weird. I have lived here for 16 years. All my childhood memories are here. All my memories of my mom are here. It's the first time I've had to move in my life that I will remember. When we moved 16 years ago I was 3 ( Read more... )

This is going to shock everyone.....I went over to my mom-mom's. Yes it's been almost two years since I last talked to her...for good reasons. I just said fuck it and went over there. Yesturday was fun as hell. Just simple things that let me know I am human. Went to pick up my cousin Danielle and we went to get our hair done, and nails. Then went ( Read more... )

Kewi is in surgery right now getting the biggest cancer tumor out. They said in order to get it all out, they might have to break his pelvis. Ouch! But if they need to then they need to. He has 4+ cancer tumors in this body. Poor puppy. :( I hope his surgery goes well and maybe I will get to see him tomorrow or even later on tonight. Out of 4 items ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here awhile, then again who has. MySpace has taken over. Anyway. I just won Teenager of Delaware and I got back to FL in Janaury. Speaking of FL I leave in like 24 days and that means my birthday is in 14 days. I need sponsors for these pageants, because Kewi may have a Cancer. I spent 2,000 on a colioscopy [sp?] and the are ( Read more... )

Kewi is on a new medication and he is doing better. Thank god. Money is now worse that I had to charge my Flordia trip on my credit card. ERG. Oh well. I am so done being stressed over money. Fuck it you know I live at home why the fuck should I be stressed about money. I need to just relax and have fun.
Sadly since my mom died over a year ago I ( Read more... )

Ok so it's been awhile since i wrote in here. Alot has changed, me and my dad were basically hating each other and I was going to move out to MD and after screaming at him and making him feel like the peice of shit he was, we're fine now. I was going to drop out of school, but If I get this job as a leasing ageant then I am already in a job I've ( Read more... )