.......instead of freaking myself out ( Read more... )

yea so we had a few extra days. to do what? nothing! except sit around and watch tv. laguna beach re-runs were about the highlight of my weekend. and now its back to school. atleast its a short week. i have choir practice after school until 7:00 tomorrow and 8:00 on thursday. but we are dancing so it will be fun. oh and then there is the infamous ( Read more... )

....but those extra days will be filled with things to do i am sure.

this weekend will be packed full of drama. literally. tonight is Piedmont Arts. tomorrow is fall comp. i feel better about the overall show. amazing grace is getting better and more on key. i feel comfortable with Hope. hopefully things will be smooth. after that i am supposed ( Read more... )

happy halloween!

so this weekend was pretty good. dm and i's plans got messed up friday night, so we ended up seeing SAW II on saturday night. i really liked the first one, and I thought that the second onee was pretty good too. it wasnt scary. it's just that kind of stuff (no matter how fake) makes me nervous because it makes me feel like i am ( Read more... )

goodness gracious people our age are so hormonal!

<3

haha there is love everywhere. its so exciting. it makes me feel good when a person finds another person who cares about them and makes them feel special. i wish everyone could find that person. but, just be careful about getting so attached so quickly. it will only hurt if the relationship ( Read more... )

no fall comp today! :) haha yes! goodness senoir year is expensive! yearbook, new york, graduation, senoir week, college, college supplies, etc. there is so much to worry about. i know that everything will work out though it just makes me feel bad to keep asking my parents for money.

ahhh! ms. ray is retarded! here's the deal. if its raining after school, we are still staying after, even though we aren't singing! then we can leave around 6:30. it so pointless to stay. i have much better things that i could be doing than staying after school for NOTHING. i might tell her that too. oh and then tomorrow, we are supposed to have a ( Read more... )

ok so advanced drama show this weekend! its going to be good. hopefully.

practice today until 7:00, after fall comp practice that is. fall comp was ROUGH yesterday. its so hard to practice without the entire cast. atleast we still have a little time. atleast FAUGH is going better, seeing as its this weekend!

my weekend will be busy. i have a choir ( Read more... )

things are settling down. i am moving past the negative. i want to live each day in the midst of the people who care.

thanks for your support it meant a lot.

so last night was so much fun....the game with sara and amber...then to eat with the two of them and logan. listening to porn songs at miranchitos was classic. but nothing beats the loud ( Read more... )

at the moment i feel like things cant get worse. my heart cant hurt anymore. it is in my time of pain that i realize how much i need my friends. i need david michael. i need a safe place to go where no one can hurt me. somewhere where things are so screwed up and everything is alright. i just want to get away. away from it all.

for the time ( Read more... )