i dont know what to do. there is so much going on in my heart right now. its being pulled in so many directions. its happy then its not. its scared and crushed. i dont know what it wants anymore. maybe my feelings are changing. maybe i am just assuming things are falling apart. i really wish that i new what i needed.

well the weekend is practically over. yesterday i went out to eat with my mom twice. once to miranchitos and once to applebees. it was fun. my dad and brother are out of town so us ladies had the house to ourselves. it was quite pleasant. dm came over yesterday after his SATs and we hung around the house. after my mom and i went to eat dinner ((dm ( Read more... )

HOMECOMING 2005!

hopefully it will continue to rain so that the choir doesnt have to sing...

hopefully eliza will win homecoming queen...good luck girl!

dm came over this morning and cooked me breakfast. it was so great. the eggs were fluffy and the toast was perfectly brown. it was so lovely.

yea so i got to walmart last night to get my materials for my t-shirt that i am making for friday, and decided i didnt want to make it anymore. i decided i would rather make a shirt to wear on dm and i's ( Read more... )

i know that this probably sounds dumb, but i am way excited about making t-shirts for friday. i am supposed to go with dm when he gets home in a little while but i might end up alone :(  i havent thought of anything clever to put on it yet but i am working on it....

running was fun...with ben and sara of course.....haha we did SOOO much running. i ( Read more... )

i thought this day would never come. its finally friday and i have no obligations. its a free weekend. i havent had one of those in forever.

i am so excited about new york. even though its a long ways away. i have always wanted to go to new york, and now i get to. i will get to see actual broadway shows, and shop! yes. shop. ahh *heaven*.

i feel ( Read more... )

nothing exciting has happened. its thursday though which means its almost over. practice after school for drama then with sara jo and ben. ugh. then home to do three more of mrs spiveys essays. plus i feel like crap. anyways, this weeekend is free of obligations. i sort of want to go shopping but i doubt that i will. i have to go to walmart atleast ( Read more... )

i love compliments, especially the unexpected ones, they make me feel good. :)

so this week has started off like any other. boring.

there's drama practice after school. hopefully my scene with Hope will improve. it's a little awkward right now. atleast to me. i dont want to throw away a "powerful" scene because it wasnt played right. i want the ( Read more... )

as crazy as it sounds, i am thankful to the person who started the rumors on friday. thanks to them i had an extended weekend. i think it was God's way of giving me a break.

even though i had an extra day, nothing exciting happened. on friday i went with sara jo and ben with her dad and brother to the patrick county fair. talk about a redneck area ( Read more... )

i am so tired....i was supposed to go with sara, kyle and dm to see Aladdin at Averett but i dont feel like it...all i want to do is get a good night sleep and have one free afternoon....

well i will get my free afternoon today....