i had the best week of my entire life; daytona. summer waves. millions of kisses. hanging out. swimming. boat rides ( Read more... )

josh tomorrow! i'm really unbelievably excited. i can't wait ( Read more... )

i quit my job. & i miss it already. i really am going to miss kelly & hannah & dishwasher mike. not to mention, i'm definately going to miss free pizza & free rita's ice cream. bleh. oh well. i'll be starting my new job in 2 weeks. which i'm kind of excited about. it'll be boring, but i'll be making a crapload of money ( Read more... )

i'm getting so freaking frustrated ( Read more... )

i've been beaten, i've been abused.
i've been cheated, and i've been used.
they said that i'm no good.
hearts stone cold, black and blue.
reminders of the shit they put me through.
lord, it's getting old.
it's time to show myself the door.
there's no pretending anymore.
where i'm going, i don't know.
somewhere down this dusty road. 
lord, get me out of here ( Read more... )

i love love love what i have with josh. i wouldn't change it for ANYTHING in this world. he's my everything. i love him more than words could ever begin to express in a lifetime ( Read more... )

i'm dying ... i need josh. =(

today was better ( Read more... )

i had one of the worst days of my life ( Read more... )

damn "a walk to remember". i will never watch that movie again. i'm throwing it away. i hate it. it makes me miserable ( Read more... )