sometimes i think im mad..love is a very lonely highway, espically when it involves a emo boy..

..curse me..

but p.s.

i met a new scene kid/boy...

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so about that manual to life...anyone got it..ANYONE!!

yes, i have applied to like over 30 places and i cant find a job to save my life..i need a full time job caue i got shite to do, omfg i think im going to die..

no literaly i really do..

im going to break, its only a matter of time, but i am...

The girl who couldn’t love: A reflection on all of us ( Read more... )

in less then a year i have gone from being one cocky bitch, to a rather humble person in the world. I went from thinking me me me to being a piece of a pie, that i really have nothing to offer, untill i gain something. I left home the conquring bitch who feared none, and returned the midly amused adolesent who couldnt handle the world. In about a ( Read more... )

i think too much, i have tooo many ideas, too many thoughts, too many dreams.....

so i recently just read, that my wifey wants to change majors and do something that will make her unhappy, something that she will prolly hate, and wake up one day and realize her last 20 years doing whatever that may be held not even one fleeting moment of suspended happiness becuase of some reason of needing money ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i try, it still hurts...it wont go away and all i can do is cry, wtf happened, and what is to be? this isnt getting any easier.....................

love is hard, and its not easy...distance makes you realize that, but its good to know, that the one you love is no more then an hello away. and though time is hard and does silly things (find me gf)..there is hope this might work...all u need is time ( Read more... )

sometimes...i wish...

not for anything in particular,
but just cause...

i wish in essance

not in hope...

....evidently my real father will be in san diego next week, and wants to see me....

ugh.