i wonder, how many people actually belive they were someone else in an past life..its something that has always faniciated me, pertiucalry because it helps explains why people who barley met can feel so ridicuolusly comfortable, like they have known each other forever...i only bring this is up as it is another attempted guess at my feverish need ( Read more... )

To Whom It May Concern ( Read more... )

Helpless hellos never lead to full goodbyes ( Read more... )

heres news

all that shite that went down, went down cause katie still wants aj, i should of known as soon as she shot me that look when he kissed me, damnit it.....

shes like obsessed, and she twisted my words to push me out..and i guess im out, and now shes chasing away..and does he see this..prolly not

ugh
i need a new life.

so today, i finally really got my job, anddddd i was accepted as a suicide girl...yeaaa beeeeooch ( Read more... )

its offical: fucking men ( Read more... )

one day, when i am much older and perhaps much wiser, i will talk to you, i will tell you how much you hurt me, broke me in spirt and heart, disserted me when i needed u the most, killed my life, and forever damaged my perception. I will look u dead in the eye and recall my painfull expericenes from sexual to mental, how i found pleasure in ( Read more... )

love is not romantic, nor everlasting...its constant work, and if you wanna know when ur in love, its when i want...become i neeed. love is a work in progress, something that will never be complete, love is the ideal relationships the reality..caring about you is the best yet the worst, the craziest yet the sanist thing i have ever done..i talk in ( Read more... )

this sucks, i have been home for all of hmm like a week or so and it blows bad..like real bad all my super duper friends decided to go to summer school, so its like impossilbe to see them and things here in effing elisnore suck as always, peeps are being mad shady for some damn reason..i really dont get it ( Read more... )

okay in the 5 days i have been home, i have been inspired to be super uber productive, as in i have written like 3 poems and such and have in my head the begings of a rather interesting novella(?) well we shall see...but i have conjure up some things i would like to accomplish in my damn life....cause im ambitious like woah biTCHES ( Read more... )