whats a girl to do ...i am sooooo fucking tired, all i want to do is sleep. brian is coming up this weekend so i need to make sure i am awake. i just want to go to bed, people agqravate me... blah blah blah thats all i hear... oh and i hear a lot of " i'm sorry". i would just like to say to all those people SHUT THE FUCK UP.. DO SOMETHING WITH ( Read more... )

i wish i could describe this feeling i have in the pit of my stomach. i feel like i am never goin to see him again... and that scares me to no end ... i don't kno how we could ever be friends again .. i'm sooo lost and so very scared !!1

i'm not sure what to write but i have a lot to tell and its hard to explain how i feel. i guess the big question is y do i miss him so much. god i feel like i've lsot something. i feel incomplete and i want him back in my life. I HATE HER SO MUCH!!!! i saw them the other day and i kno i am better than her... wtf !!!! now they r always at my friends ( Read more... )

me(9:48:36 PM): so whats up ( Read more... )

so last night i had a nigthmare. In my nightmare i went to my frined's house and they said "he" was upstairs, so in my dream i walked upstairs and knocked on the door to one of the bedroom and opened the door. thats when i saw "him" jump up naked (and this dream was very vivid) and run to the door but not b4 seeing "her" face. i freak out and said ( Read more... )

HIM(9:24:12 PM): no it was just annoying you were really drunk and being obnoxious i wasn't mad about it ( Read more... )

Ok so I have come to the conclusion that if he ever trys to be my friend again I think it would be in my best interest to not let him. I can't loose in anymore my heart can't take it. He needs to stay gone! A girl can only take so much be for she feel like she is going insane (which I do feel like I am ( Read more... )

"Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself ( Read more... )

i hate that stupid bitch ... i'm gonna scream and pull my hair out of my head. y the fuck doesn't he understand y i am mean to her. she can say whatever she wants... but god forbid someone says something to her, STUPID BITCH. God and now cuz i upset her he is "annoyed" and now i've lost him ... all becuz of her god if i see her i am goin to slit ( Read more... )

some day i'm gonna run away ( Read more... )