time doesn't heal alll wounds it makes them bigger... and teaches u to hide ur pain a lil better

i don't kno what to do i want to scream but i kno it wont help.... fucking away messages saying sappy things ... I FUCKING HATE HER. i can't wait till all this is over .. and it will be over when her ex comes home. then i will kill this stupid bitch i'm so angry i don't kno how to fucking control it ... i've been a horrible person in school ( Read more... )

He's dreaming of her ... he hangs out with this other girl a lot now... i guess i meant nothing ... how could i think i meant anything to someone like him. i hate myself ... i feel like hiding all day

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at night i lay here in my bed ( Read more... )

its like i don't even matter to him. he hurts himself and i care. " oooo i miss her" well great u miss her fine then go be with her u stupid prick. no one is stopping him ... fucking hurting himself over that cunt is soooo stupid. not to mention the fact that he has a million girls here who actually care. sometimes i feel like i am a ghost like i ( Read more... )

choices choices!!!!! lately i can never figure out what i want or where i really want to be ... i don't feel healthy but i am afraid what the doctor might tell me... it hurts when i breath my heart feels like it is on fire and it is worse when i am stressed ... i wish i could cry and my problems would go away... i wish i wasn't in love. love has to ( Read more... )

does anyone know how it feels to be in love with soemoen who doesn't love yu ... or worse yet u have someone special u love but u can't possible love them the way u will always love that someone. i want him to be happy and as much as it would hurt me to seee him unhappy with soemoen else i still wish i could get hin with her .... if thats whta ( Read more... )

so i went to VT to look at shools and while i ws there one of my friends called to say that D. (the guy i am always talking about)was dating someone. then she told me that this girl, who i am kind of friends with , said i shouldn't care cuz i only care about him when he is with someone. FUCKING BULLSHIT i am goin to love him when he is with someoen ( Read more... )