why do i deal with this. sometimes i wish i could fall asleep and not wake up to this, not wake up to him. to them, all the girls. i wish i could show him the river of tears i cry at night. ever more than that i wish he would feel a lil bad. i can't handle this feeling i just cry at night when no one sees. id on't know how to make things ok. i don' ( Read more... )

... maybe i do, maybe do you? now think about me coming onto you ( Read more... )

ok seriously i refuse to be nice to anyone anymore cuz i really only get shit back... so i commented in one of my friends live journals and he was totally unappreciative of the nice words i said like who the hell do these people think they r. they want people to be there friends but they want to be assholes and live in their rooms like what-the- ( Read more... )

i don't kno ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with him. he tells me one thing and does another. how long do i have to wait for him to not b a slut. this is why i wasn't hanging with him as much i didn't want to kno about all of the girls i hate hearing about them. it makes me feel like less of a person. i feel like an object used and then tossed aside with no real value ( Read more... )

i love working, partly because i like making money and partly i enjoy my job. i love helping people and i love the feeling like i have seniority... hahaha i'll admit i have a bit of a power trip. i think everyone should ( Read more... )

from now on when i hate a guy i will call them a penis wrinkle. colleen and elise told me that one hahaha thanks my super-hott-sexy-bitches

Last night was horrible. i felt like killing myself. today my head hurts, my nose is all stuffy, and i feel sick to my stomach. and to make things worse no one seems to want to chat ( Read more... )

i hate when people tell u they want to hangout and then when u call them they are with someone else ...even more I hate when they say they r going to call to hang out and they don't. Kind of makes me feel like and idiot, i'm not even sure why I care except that this person is important to me and i don't think i am very important to them which sucks ( Read more... )

heeyyyyyy guuuyyyyysssss waz up omg ih had a birthday and i'm sooo super spacial now wha whooooo ... kiss y ass bitch u knoits cute ... rob thanx for driving m home brian ur a sweety thanx for being mine:)