yepp i'm in my computer class. i love mrs.knight and her mother they are very sweet ladies :) i'm kind of bored now though. hahahaha i came soooooooooo late to school go me ignoring my alarm. colleen is prob geting ready or on her way to the doc write now ... i hope everything turns out ok hun!!!! i ned my senior privlages ... i can't take waking ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm the only one standing still .. most of my friends are in college .. but all of my friends seem to be going there seprate ways which makes me sad. i hate change. its scary. and now that i know i am goin to college there is nothing i ammore afraid of than the thought of losing them. even though i feel like i already have. i feel ( Read more... )

tear drops ... i'm not fun enough or special enough ... i'll never b enough. i can try to change everything and yet they r all more important ... i'm just the stupid one who waits for u. i'm the one who deals with all the shit ... and just wants u to be happy ... i hate everything about me

yesterday i heard a lot of things (colleen heard to ). i donno i keep thinking about it i wish i wouldn't but i do. i went and saw him at work today i was happy until i saw his face. i guess when i see him i just want to cry. when i'm with my friends its great i can forget about it for awhile. but if i'm alone or i see him ... i feel so torn. on ( Read more... )

today was a pain in my ass so many people came in to talk about college and applying and shit. i know i should be excited but i'm not, i just want to get it over with. its just a lot of stress, stress i don't need, everything feels like that lately though. i guess i just don't know where i want to be or what i want to do! its just to much pressure ( Read more... )