Housecleaning

This is how you have lived your entire adult life: on your knees. Scrubbing floors, cleaning toilets, dusting, vacuuming -- you do the dirty work so that the rich people who hire you don’t have to. They are the kind of rich that thinks their shit comes out smelling like roses (in reality, it is the potpourri you ( Read more... )

and i refuse to just let you go
i'll find a way to bring you back home
and i will let you lay by my window
to watch as the sun illuminates the day

to watch the colors bleed across the sky
as you drown and continue to deny
that you have a problem
that this isn't working

i know as long as you are home with me
things will have to be okay.

i love you
for all of ( Read more... )

because you never thought it would get this bad
that the night would be this dark
or cold
or lonely
because the glow from the computer screen in your cloaked bedroom is too much bright
this dull throb starts between your temples
and suddenly your head is exploding
so you wearily climb out of bed and take those fragile few steps across the room
to turn it ( Read more... )

"man you seem so...depressed?"
Note: I havent talked to this kid in about 2 years, minus the awkward and infrequent encounters at diners.

im very miserable with my job. but i wont quit. even when the younger kids are making a hell of a lot more money than i am -- im too scared to talk to my manager aka satan about a raise and dont have the balls to ( Read more... )

"i think this shows a sign of maturity. that you were able to put  yourself out there and tell him how you feel and expect the same feelings in return ( Read more... )

my moms commenting on my existence: "you're very annoying. we should have had puppies."

because even though i know one pill will get me through the day
i take two anyway
when i take three pills this song begins to play [and it wont go away]
and even though i know one pill will get me through the day
i take two anwyay
when i mix four pills with a drink this song begins to play
its in the back of my head (and its everywhere)
     in the back ( Read more... )

lets just write about all of the drama ( Read more... )

i think i might have generalized anxiety disorder. i cannot stop worrying about the craziest things, i cant sleep, im depressed, i have panic attacks... sounds like it to me...

so wheres my prescription of xanax to make this all go away?
medicate me

she's smiling.
is she happy?

--she looks happy,
so what does it matter?