i guess you could say i'm not in the best of moods...i guess i was sort of waiting for something to happen tonite more than i thought. And when it didn't, i guess you could say i felt let down...moreso than i expected to...i guess i'm realizing that i feel a lot stronger about the situation than expected...well, not so much than i expected. i ( Read more... )

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so...i tried to be all poetic about this...it's really not working. i guess i'm losing my touch. lol.yeah...Kelly [my roommate] and i are through. it's officially over. we had it out on the way to work, and i got there and cried for about two hours. it's really not easy working like that. i guess it's good that we were slow. Luckily i had a ( Read more... )

It's been busy lately...as always...every free moment i've had aside from work and Katie, i've been trying to clean...it's all wearing me down, to be completely honest with you. Every nite when it's time to go to bed, it's all i can do to make it into the bed. And sleep? well, i'm finally getting it, in a way. It's really more like passing out ( Read more... )

this is a long one, i'll forewarn you all. but, if you'd like, feel free to read. nothing important...

( open your eyes... )

Things have been rough...i'm not even going to go into this past weekend...it was horrid...To recap today though...it's just been crappy...you know what, i don't even think that i can afford to go into detail. I really tried to make things work for today, but it's just been one thing after the other, and it's beating me down. And, while i had full ( Read more... )

Today's been an awkward day. I woke up awfully aggitated, and annoyed by every little thing...don't really know why...but, Katie came by and bought me cd's, and food, and made me all happy...it was really good to see her... Also, unitydreamer7 came by to see me, which was loverly. I don't know what's going on with the election, but i stick to my previous

Yeah...so, i've decided that we're pretty much screwed...Bush won't end the war, and Kerry can't...ugh...i was watching some thing on tv today about Drug Wars. Did you know that if you get convicted of selling 1g of crack, you HAVE to spend at least 12 years in jail? I you murder someone or rape them, you'll only spend about 2-4 years. And, if ( Read more... )

I'd like to take this moment to thank Winn for the above quote...there have been a few self-esteem boosters lately. The loverly miss Katie always manages, and then the above comment from mister Winchester. Also, Sunday at work, Sean told me that he thinks that i am Isis re-incarnated. He says that i have a lot of the same characteristics as her ( Read more... )

Last month got off to a really bad start...I realized this a couple of days ago, and realized that that's probably why last month was so horrible altogether. So, i decided that this month would have to get off to a better start...too bad i don't have so much control over things as i'd like to ( Read more... )