I heart evan david schachter the love of my life<3

i heart lauren jentifer hall<3

i heart lauren diane petrucelli<3

i hear emily elise cloutier<3

i heart erica rose miller<3

i heart arden henry<3

i heart julia mariacher<3 hehe sorry

o and i heart people who apolagize<3

i love you evan<3

Guess what?! i have not only one. but two new poems to share with you. o well here it goes

Looking back at memmories
of blood stained shirts and sharp metal toys.
A nice glide of verticle.
The nights of pain
and stolen dreams.
Those senseless kisses
and huggs of lies.
The selfish tears
and overrated apologies.
Beauty bleeds too...That hoax of ( Read more... )

from about 9:00 i have been sitting here.
reading all the shit i wrote in laurens livejournal.
remeinding me of all the shit i said to her, did to her and wrote to her.
i read them and i feel so bad.
i was the biggest bitch. and i feel that i still am.
Im sitting here reading her old entrys and seeing the
<3 i love you so much evan<3's in every ( Read more... )

ya know, i actually had a life this weekend ( Read more... )

I MISS EVAN SO FUCKING MUCH!

hmm...about 3 more days untill his back. too long

sooo last night emily, lauren and lindsey came over. it was just dandy. people hitting and pinching eachother. god. and i was in the middle of it. Picture of people (not mentioning any names . gush and rizz) being ripped up. it just wanst a pretty picture. and ( Read more... )

The love of my life left me today.
atleast i got to see him and say goodbye.
i love him so much.
im going to miss him sooo much.
but hopefully i can see him sunday if his parents feel like being nice and letting him see me.
Im not ganna see him for five days.
this is horrible.
what am i going to do for all these days?
nothing!!!!

well emilys coming over to ( Read more... )

today i got my braces off. after five fucking years. thank god. there ugly tho and i want my braces back on.

i might have to dump evan because parents/gardians are so fucking cool. ewww no

i hate life..

today:

i cried because i have no friends.

story of my life. see there realy is no point for me to live
o another highlight of ( Read more... )

Screw the last entry!!!!!

I love evan soooooooooooooooo much<3<3<3<3<3<3

evan ( Read more... )

wow,

if you wanna know if me and evan broke up then ask me. not my fucking sister. its none of her business.

thank you.

i love you ....