It's been longer than long since I have been on here. Anywho, life has come into a predicament. I kinda want to go to WCCC to take a one year course in heavy equipment operations, and maybe eventually move up north. Although I'd much rather stay in the Bangor area because it is grand. lol. This all reflects with Kelly, she broke up with me. It ( Read more... )

WOAH, thought of a bitchen exhaust for my truck . . . Get this, QUAD stacks, FOUR FOUR INCH stacks, lol. It'd fuckin be awesome, lol. I have no life, lol . . . Well, I am watchin Comedy Central so . . . Yea

*strong bad voice* Hey everyone, how's it goin? Pretty good over here. Actually wait . . . wait . . . NOPE! It's extremememly lame over here. *stop with the voice* Yeah I am bored. Tonight like always SUCKS. No one is around. I am single and it all is lame, lol. Oh yeah, paying 2.20 gallon is fucking lame too. Damn diesel. Actually. Damn Kerosene ^ ( Read more... )

This is the last one to everyone, so if you can't see the entry above . . . get a LJ screen name, and I will add you so you can read my now private shit.

There is a girl I mentioned a bit in the past. Harley. She was pissed off at me when Sierra and I got together back in the day. She liked me a lot. I didn't know it. She is a great person. If I had the chance again and actually knew about it, lol. I would go out with her. She is from Millinocket, but hey. I know long distance relationships are a ( Read more... )

Right well, from now on only slected few can get on here to read my shit. I am locking it to friends only. So if you want to be one of the people that can read it leave a post with your lj screen name and I will see what I can do . . . So until then, HAHA. Oh yeah, that means you gotta get an account.

YAHOO!! Speedway is fucking awesome, lol. I go there every wednesday now. Shit it's only 4 bucks for watching some awesomeness. Yeah I know Farquhar, "it's redneck heaven" Oh well, lol. I think it is really fun to watch. Cause I know people that are racing in all the classes except the ladies class case I really dont care about them and their like ( Read more... )

I don't know why I am writing tonight, lol. Umm, yeah I am at Jeff's yet again. I am just thinkin about people. I want to find someone that I will last a long time with . . . Yeah that's all I have to say, lol. Oh I talked to Ariel for the first time in a long time, lol. I missed her, I am happy that I got to talk to her. We are gonna hang out ( Read more... )

Yeah Sierra and I talked for a half an hour today. We are over, but when school starts again we are going to see what happens with us. I know she still likes me and I like her a lot, but going out at the end of the school year wasn't wise, so we will try to start in the beginning. We probably wont be able to talk for 2 months, so that's why we ( Read more... )

I can't help but realize that I love Sierra. I can't get around it. I would like to move on, but like everything it takes time. Also, I have nothing to move on to. It all sucks ass. I want to see Sierra really bad, or just talk to her. If I was with her tonight at the fireworks I would be in heaven. I don't know how I could be happier, but it wont ( Read more... )