stubotnyc: I am giving you so much grace
stubotnyc: dont fuck up your second chance to be a nice girl

I have not written in a really really long time. I am at work right now so this entry might be semi fragmented. It occured to me earlier this morning that my boredom is less likely to be noticed if i am typing away on computer instead of my usual wandering around and drawing disturbing pictures of coworkers. Its not that I am bored at work - I ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if im really tired or if im just hiding from obligation. ill lay in bed in a numb state, somewhere between awake and sleep for hours at a time. the places my mind wanders to scare me beyond belief and actually haunt me while im awake. the holiday season is so draining, work is so draining, being awake is too much sometimes for ( Read more... )

it has been the longest time since i have written. i think i tried sitting down to write an entry a while ago but for some reason it never went through ( Read more... )

i cant believe i am up so late - well actually yeah i can - but regardless - Tuesday was a beautiful day ( Read more... )

in typical me fashion i have created another fucked up love triangle ( Read more... )

i had such a good day today. it seems like it can only get better from this point. hopefully my night wont suck ass ( Read more... )

i have a job interview in the early afternoon at aspire/ucp. im kind of confident i will get this job - the only reason i wont is because of my driving record. but its not that bad. just a couple speeding tickets ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in forever. the past two times that i have tried to update ive written out whole entries only to click update journal and lose them. grr frustrating ( Read more... )

i havent written in awhile - i guess its not so much that i have been busy as much as i just didnt want to. or something ( Read more... )