i ended up going over to christophers house around midnight. and we watched the lamest movie ever. it was one of those hobbit movies like the ring or something i dont know. but he is good company so it was fun. it was soo cold at his apt. though - we slightly snuggled under a fuzzy blanket for warmth. he has some terrific insight sometimes ( Read more... )

what a relaxing day i had today.
i cant wait for wednesday.

last night i went to route 66 to pick joseph up. a little bit after i got home hussein called me - we had one of those conversations that lasted 3 hours. one of those conversations in which we figure out the worlds around us and what we can do to make it bearable. we have such an amazing bond - we pick up each others slack and deliver it with a ( Read more... )

i forgot to write in my last entry two things ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to the park with my two brothers for a bit before dinner. i love fall - i dont think there is a better season. i talked to tara for a bit while walking - i think i am going to stop by her apt. some time this week and visit her. its been awhile - and i figure its a good time for me to kidnapp her baby - they have had more then ( Read more... )

ok so today i had like a super terrific day. it was soo great im not quite sure if it was meant for me ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention this earlier but i have a date with a certain boy with a purple backpack. we are going to movies tonight to see lost in translation.

well after i wrote that last post joseph called me - he wanted to know if i could drive him home from work - and he only wanted me to drive him home from work if i could hang out with him and have a couple drinks. blah i hate post-work joseph. way too hyper. maybe its because he is a bartender? i dont know ( Read more... )

it was neither raining or monday but it might as well have been today. sometimes the slightest bit of coldness numbs me to the core. like gravity it weighs me down and discourages me from moving. if i was a mother of three and living in the country - my children would have had a hot apple pie for desert tonight. but i live in the suburbs and my ( Read more... )

yesterday heather, lori, and i went to st.lukes to do some volunteer work. i pretty much ended up doing dishes the whole time - but i love doing dishes so it wasnt really that big of a deal. i didnt get to see many homeless people - i think i would have felt better about things if i would have actually had contact with them ( Read more... )