carlos and i started talking outside - we talked about his family - he is up here in buffalo for the week with his sister and father and his sisters friend - they are visiting their other sister who is a architecture professor at ub - we talked about his family and just about every thing until christopher came over when he was done talking to the ( Read more... )

yesterday i went on a shopping binge - i originally went to the mall to buy a jacket because its cold and only getting colder but instead i ended up spending around 220 dollars. blah ( Read more... )

ive been on an odd james brown kick lately - in private of course - its not that i am ashamed of this - but some music i just cant rock out to in my car without looking like a damn fool ( Read more... )

well i havent written in a super long time - much has happened - not sure exactly where to begin and if i should even bother ( Read more... )

bah ( Read more... )

grr i hate lies. i hate when people lie to me. michael told me on sunday that he sent my check out. so i was at the post office at noon today - when i opened the box and found that my check was not there - i went home and cried myself to sleep. i was so sad - i promised my dad i would take him out for lunch. he felt bad for me and offered to ( Read more... )

i went to the cemetary again this morning. there were a lot of cars at the one of the buildings - i figured that it was some sort of lecture or something - i dont know why it never occured to me that it might be a funeral. later as i was walking - i spied from a distance a truck with what only could have been a casket on it- it wasnt a casket ( Read more... )

went for long long walk this morning at forest lawn cemetary - i didnt get any sleep last night - and i wasnt close to tired so i waited till 8 to go for walk. im soo happy its fall. that sweet fall smell hasnt come around yet but im sure it will be here in a couple weeks. i wish i brought my camera with me to the cemetary. i was brave and ( Read more... )

my jaw hurts
my mascara is burning my eyes
and im done with hussein

friday ( Read more... )