This is a message to everyone who is fucking sick of this tri-state life...This is a message to everyone who ever tried so hard to be happy but just can't...This is a message to everyone who wants to take a chance in life, to everyone who wants to say "At least I tried" instead of "It'll never work"...come with me ( Read more... )

I feel so...dissconnected since I moved here. I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone I've ever known. but this is not a new feeling, I've felt like that since I've gotten out of high school. i hate what i look like anymore. i can dont even look in the mirrior anymore because i hate how i look. i feel so fat...eh, its gross ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

since i suck at putting pictures on... here click here to see my new tattoo(it on myspace so if u dont have myspace..sorry u cant see it-but everyone and there dog does, so im not worried)
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=46545660&imageID=528503198&Mytoken=B7132D2F-F07F-8DF9-CEB568132B664A5254018479
it took 3 ( Read more... )

its been so long since ive written and sooo much has happened that i dotn even know where to start ( Read more... )

So im 99%sure I'm going to fail my anatomy class. my A+P lab teacher whispers AND has a harsh accent, the lecture teacher teaches everything EXCEPT whats on his tests! awesome ( Read more... )

its been a crazy week...its not easy attempting to go to school and work 40+ hours a week...but im trying it. i feel bad because im missing my classes alot tho. i missed all last week due to training and i missed my classes today due to another day of training and in february i have to do two MORE weeks of training...fun. so i keep e-mailing my ( Read more... )

sorry its been a while since i last updated...i moved back to jersey-yeah ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've been home and obviously never pay much attention to small detail when im there. my little sister informed me the other day that my oldest little brother Daniel has a "huge" bump on his neck..."the size of a golf ball" so he was being taken to get some bloodwork. i havnt noticed it at all! i guess like i said, i dont ( Read more... )

and again im updating b/c tommy told me hed be home by like 10 the first time he called and every time he calls i regret picking up the phone just to hear that itll be another hour. im just mad that i dont have a car and im takin it out on anyone i can at this point and that is tommy and his friends. the only reason im mad at tommy is b/c when ( Read more... )