as i went down in the river to pray
studyin' about that good old way
and who shall wear the star and crown,
good lord, show me the way.

o brothers, let's go down,
let's go down, come on down.
come on brothers, let's go down,
down in the river to pray.

so much happens when i ignore the internet ( Read more... )

oh, lord.
i am so apathetic, i could probably shoot myself & not care enough to actually die.

i woke up still drunk this morning...err, afternoon....

my mother called at one, as that is when she gets out of work on fridays:
"odel, do you want to go out for lunch?"
"hrrmm? oh...ok..."
"ok...i was thinking aladdin's?"
"wait... you won't have enough time ( Read more... )

i was awake all of sunday night. & not just awake-but-lounging-in-bed awake, but awake-&-dicking-around-the-house awake. my mom awoke to find me sitting in the kitchen, asking for coffee.

this was followed by a shower, more coffee, and a trip to omar's. i walked in to find him still sleeping (at 7:30; what cheek!) and gently informed him that ( Read more... )

i just watched cheech&chong's "up in smoke ( Read more... )

today i finally went to the beach, after three years. although i didn't have my siut, thus rendering me unable to actually swim, i did take off my shoes and splash along the shore. omar, my mom, & i walked the length of the beach and back again. then we feasted on absolutely delectable sushi (my kryptonite), at a place called 'california rollin'." ( Read more... )

      i bought harry potter and the half-blood prince as soon as it came out, on the sixteenth. i've had it pre-ordered for a good month now, so it came 40% off. i finished it within two nights' time.
      upon completion, i must say... my wary suspicions were confirmed. it's one of those, 'i don't want it to happen but it's inevitable, as unless ( Read more... )

i'm not even going to begin to explain where i was or what i was doing for the past two weeks. after the AMAZING opeth / chimaira concert with nick & spike, i managed to somehow fall ill to welts in my throat for a week and a day. during this time, i managed to miss chris's last day in fairport, before his departure to canada & then el paso for the ( Read more... )

i think i am in love...all over again.
this is the second beginning of a beautiful relationship.

we've forgiven each other's faults, accepted what needs to be accepted, and are now... just wonderful.

p.s...
i'm still having those dreams where i'm driving and my brakes suddenly stop working. once i died. the other times i just woke up.

watching real people about two feet away from you is better than porn.