so in the past 4 years ( Read more... )

just once once in my life
i want one of my wishes to come true

but u know im full of bad luck or something. in my past life i guess i was evil .

:: tonight prove me the hell wrong show me i should try ::

make my wish come true tonight.

if it does not happen tomorrow.
if we do not hang out
then screw all guys
haha

where in the world has this month gone ( Read more... )

i have not felt this way in a while
i forgot what is was like.
im glad its not just another guy just wanting sex. b/c i don't give that up for just some joe smoe haha

its funny i smile when i talk about you.

so in my heart i know where every one stands now....
lets just say sometimes other shine brighter then others...
and the ones that shown bright seem to be fading.

so my b-day wish
lets see if it comes true

and tonight ...
i said i didn't care about myself. my mom said that was not good.
i never cared about myself...i only care about others.
may be thats why i get treated like shit

i just want it to happen
for some i like or sorta like like me back
let this come true for me again
its been so freaking long.
please if this comes true than thank you !

its been so long.

too lonng

but i have a good nite with my lover.
see my lover tomorrow tooo

i don't know how to feel what to say ( Read more... )