Happy late new year everyone!!! :) i hope everyone is well.. i kinda read ya'lls journal to check up but i still miss you guys.. please respond and post so i can get a hold of you guys again... i think you can privately post ur phone numbers.. or PLEASE email me at SERENAMILAN@YAHOO.COM

hey guys!! i havent really had time or the guts to put a real update on but look at theese links.. its of where i live.... http://www.wylie.tx.us/vista/wylie.htm ( this is downtown wylie... a bunch of old country shops... and its literally a block long)and this is a picture from ( Read more... )

im trapped somwhere between the east and the west coast, where ksids play in the stretts till the city lights come on, and mothers walk their cute dogs and cute kids without a care in the world, and the soccer mom who stays at home and then takes the little girl to dance practice and the boys to football practice and soccar practice is a normal mom ( Read more... )

Today, for the first time in two weeks, I actaully took my time while getting ready. taking care of my hair my face and clothes.... i miss doing that.... i think im going to start doing it again...

Ask me a question and I shall tell you no lies...

Ask me a serious question and I will tell you the honest to god truth...as much as I know it.

Ask me anything that you want to know about me...about you whatever...just ask and I shall answer....

im gewtting used to sitting and sulking
letting memories from the past, glimpses of the future
and you get to me
you let your friendship linger around me
giving me small tastes
of your big bowl of icecream
are you fucking greedy our what
do you want me to really have a scoop
or do you love seeing me beg for more

BACK IN LOS ANGELES...

anyone wana do something fun call me...

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today was one of the worst days here by far... i woke up in the morning vomiting all over myself, roomate and couch. i felt so sick... but anyway... i took a shower cleaned up after my self and layed back into bed in agony...then a big giant thunder storm came... and i couldnt do anyhting more but jsut lay in bed feeling sick and sicker and ( Read more... )

well tis the first time i actually get to update somewhat.. one of my roommates is cleaning and the other is sleeping on the couch while my laptop slowly drains and i type this quickly before the net dies ( Read more... )

tonight was one of the first nights i was home sick.. i miss you all ;)