So i left my long ass journal entry at home on my laptop and now i sit here with a need to post... but everyhting i wanted to write was allready typed up... gah ( Read more... )

I'm crying Beacuse of This

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i got one piece of mail today.... it was to notify me that my insurance will be cancelled on 2/12/04.... becase im turinging nineteen.... they didnt cancell my brothers insurance; but they cancell mine.... two days before i leave to HAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!... and now they are asking for $160 to keep me on the plan... wtf ( Read more... )

GAH!!! i need to finish packing my whole life into two suitcases in the next hour!!! and i need to go on two dates.... that i really dont want to go on.

leave it to me to have two dates right before im leaving!! lol

i had you so close to my grasp ( Read more... )

so .. im leaving in four days... in a way im absoulteyl excited and looking foward to getting the fuck out of here.. but of course deep down inside im scared... blah blah... i dont know im jsut in a very awkward mood right now... and i dont know if its hawaii.... i jsut dont want to be at home sitting doing nothing like i am right now

I NEED TWENTY DOLLARS... OR SIXITY..

To: Friends, Family, Enemies, and all public ( Read more... )

i never imagined that i would live a life where i was so caught up in having fun. I used to work school study eat party party party maybe sleep and then the same thing all over again. Everynight it is a different club or a different house. I've become very well aquainted with the hollywood streets and sign and nooks and free parking in a short ( Read more... )

i often find myself wondering if im searching for a feeling that was once near to me but is now gone... or if im searching for a feeling tht once was there and now w ishidden. Whenever he holds me its like he never let go. he nver turned away. he never forgot. but the moment he drives off into the moonlight, my eyes close my jaw clenches and im ( Read more... )